Saturday, October 25, 2003

TRAVELER

I’m a traveler of uncertain path
I follow shadows of many trails
The road I cross seems to be endless
The destiny, beyond my reach


By my dream I build my castle
I create a kingdom I call my own
But this is only when my eyes are closed
When I’m awake, can’t find my home


I never know if I am lost
But the road continues to a way across
Nothing seems to satisfy
My tired and sleepy, sunken eyes


I eat in hunger, I drink in thirst
My heart is beating day and night
But what is new in this mere travel
Aside from getting old and tired


I’m a traveler with uncertain goal
As I make right and I make wrong
But I keep on moving as my heart does beat
And I keep on searching like I never sleep


Nothing stays in my filthy hands
Not even what I long to find
The taste of evil is often sweet
I guess I’m blinded, I’m trying it


I meet people with smiling faces
I know, tomorrow, they will just be traces
Nothing ever seems to remain
Not even a dear friend will ever stay


I see a man with a long, white beard
and ask about the road he trailed
He’s gone so far and explored a lot
But an hour time is more than the story of his life


What kind of journey does it seem
I’m like a pawn of my own life’s game
The road is still so long and rough
I travel without a traveler’s map


I walk with nothing but pretentious hope
I’m spelled by life’s kaleidoscope
I see an angel with a lovely veil
When he turns his back is a thorny tail


My dream’s reflections regenerate
As I fall asleep like a living dead
My lips are hushed, my ears are deaf
The world stops in my baffled head


The birds, the beetles, the butterflies
The bugs, the moths and dragonflies
Until when can they spread their wings

To search for foods as the foods are them

Until when should I run and crawl
The piles of questions are standing tall
Everything is left behind
As I push my steps in this travel time


My eyes are sore now and skin turns dry
Yet, I run and walk and I don’t know why
I keep on going and I have to bear
To live the life of a traveler

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